Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Hot Mess

Honestly, I don’t know where to begin. These past few days have been a whirlwind! It is also too hot to think. Am walking around in a consta-daze. Think this is what being on ‘shrooms must feel like.
One thing I know, and don’t believe is after effects of some kind of high, is how full my heart is. Watched one of my favorite people get married over the weekend. Even before my friend started to walk down the aisle, I was a whimpering, crying mess. She looked so beautiful and so happy, and I am soooo very happy for her.
Love you, Margobot.
There was so much I wanted to say (write), but am feeling consta-dazed again. Thoughts float away from my brain like heat waves coming from the hot ground.
Am literally sitting here trying to remember all my clever thoughts . The only thing that pops up in my head are not thoughts, they are: Scooby Doo, Sam L. Jackson and I making milkshakes and at an OLDE TYME ice cream shoppe, and then an empty beach. I think the empty beach symbolizes my brain. It feels free of thought and memory. Not a good thing. Especially when required to respond to things…people…

I do remember this, I have said that most likely ‘the boo’ will not be from NYC- Brooklyn maybe, but not NYC. I feel this is because I am a big city girl with a heart of gold. This was further proven while in Buffalo on my way to get some eats- instead of the standard ‘hey baby’ or ‘can I give you a bouncy ride on my lap’, this dude was all like: hello, can I accompany you anywhere? You seem lovely.
A dude earlier in the day invited me to watch some fireworks with him and said he wanted to make me smile. Aww.
Wow. Good job Buffalo.

That’s all I’ve got folks. Now, back to Scooby Doo eating ice cream cones with Sam Jack and I.

1 comment:

  1. buffalo was really real. in a lot of great ways (aww... mbot!!), and also some hangover ways. definitely a win.

    hot heat: not so win.